Sunday

It is Sunday today.

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I have made a decision to join a competetion about planning about your future job last night,but ia have no idea about how to do it,i know i can not give up it easily,it is the first time i made up my mind to so something meaningful.If it is as easy as i have thought before ,and everyone can do it,it would not worth my hard working.I was asked to hand it up before this Sunday,and there are still four and a half days left,i plan to divide them into three parts.
From now on till tomorrow noon,it is the time for asking how to so the job,and at the same time,make up a general outline of my blueprint.
The next one and a half days will be used to make my detail plan,i'd better finish it as soon as possible.
The last day will be used for asking for advise,and change part of it.
I want to do a good job,so i must try my best.

We had a discussion this morning,in fact ,i have prepared for it ,but the result is ,i have not said a word in class.The topic is the disadvantage and advantage of globlization.I have thought of several reasons to support my opinion,and wrote the detail sentenses ,i knew i have prepared for it very well,but why i have not confendent enough to stand up,and state my opinion?I always do such things,i am always warrying about the result before doing something.Someone have said that,the best way to get successed is to raise the rate of your making mistake.I understand it as if you have never lost face,you will never get succcessed.
In order to lose less faced in the front of colleges,i prefer to become brave today.I found ,if i were free,and not knowing what should i do in this minite,i would feel bored in the next minite too.If i know clearly what to do today,i would be busy in working in the next day.Day after day, year after year,the result might have been decised in a second years ago.
To be brave ,please.Don't pay attention to others ,just pay attention to yourself,because you are the most important.Your attitude to yourself decide your impression to others.

I am not very glad last night.I told my sadness to Ding ,i thought he would give me some advise,at least some words to make me feel better,but the result was just the opsite,his wors made me feel worse.After asking some question about my plan to the future,after realizing that my future was not bright,he finished our talking with:Try your best to study ,it's time for me to sleep.
I know it's my mistake to regard him as a good friend.I should depend on no one else.After watching so many soap opera .I have a conclusion that the one who is working hard is attractive .In oposite ,we are all tired of people who are always wasting on useless things.
In order to be outstanding,one must do things other commen ones could not do.No one likes to be lonely,but we have to be alone on the way to success.It is not bad to read more,think more ,talk less and phone less.

I had passed my examination on basketball!
Not a bad day today.There is a rain in the afternoon,not very big,but lasted for a long time.We will have a party tomorrow night ,together with another class,actually,I am not feeling very good about this thing .Maybe Debie is right,i don't like to play with unfamiliar pepole.But it is not bad to play with others.Just think that no one is noticing you,do what you like.
It is Children's Day tomorrow.I wonder what present my brother will get from our brother-in -law,he always buy him gifts ,but never sent me any,it is not equal to me.I think if i buy presents for my husband's family,i wiill not miss anyone of them.Money would never be so important as relative and friends.
How time flies!Another week will be past.I have not done anything important in this week.Is it a wasting of time ?I don't know.I said something in English to one of those strangers in my QQ,and he or she wanted to talk with me in Chinese,but i refused.I regret now.Maybe it a good chance to make a new friend,i will talk with him or her last time,still in English!

It is raining outside.What a horror feeling .I don't know how to deal with myself,and not knowing what's wrong with myself either.Feeling bored all the time,knowing clearly what is should be done but have no energy do any of them.What a bad feeling.
My P.E examination will be delayed because of the rain,and i had just had a task about phylosophy,it had proved to me that i am having a bad mood.I want to know the method of cheer myself up badly,but i know clearly in my heart that no one would help me except myself.
The God always help the ones who help themselves.
I will have a free day tomorrow.Someone said that it's impossible for a busy man to make friends with a person who has nothing to everyday.I think i blong to the second kind person in nowadays.I am not feeling satisfied with my current situation.I want to change but don't know how,i need suggestion from others,but don't know from whom.
There is no time for worrying about the mood,there is only little tiome left for reviewing begfore the final examination.
In fact , if you think it carefully,the world is not so bad as you thought before.At least,i have enough money in my pocket to by whatever i like,for example a piece of sweet chocolate;i have seceral to play with,or joke on;i have enough chances to learn or to do whatever i like;i believe i will own whatever i would like tohave one day.
Please be patient!

A hot day today.Ellen is learning a song ,a song hard for our ordinary people to sing.I know i had become not confident today,from the reaction to Lisa's dancing and singing .I did not show much interest to her activity,because i felt tired.Not only this,i showed my annoy to the Student Comment,it's not sensible i know,even if Lisa are not one member of that organize.But i could not hide my disgreement to her so-called good student comment,maybe i have to try to hide my feeling sometimes.I must think carefully before speak.
Which place is better for study ?The classroom or the bedroom?I have to finish a summary this afternoon.

TRAVEL

During the Golden Week holiday,i had a trip around a little town near my home together with my brother and parents.It has a large park which contains all finds of plants,includes some kinds of plants which are always grow in rain forest and i have never seen.All of them seemed growing well for the good weather in spring .We enjoyed our walking around the garden with bees ,butter flies and many beauty birds who was singing all the time.
But our result was not as pleasant as the beginning,because my brother was injured in the leg,so we had to leave for the hospital as quickly as possible.Luckily,there was nothing serious.
There is another thing i have to mention,it is very expensive to eat outside ,especially in the beautiful scenery.Although the food was expensive,it's not taste good at all,in fact it's terrible.Those sellers asked a higher prise on everything,and we had to accept it for we had no other chance if we did not want to be hungry.
This is the whole process of my trip,half pleasant ,half angry.

A cloudy day today.I had an idea of changing my major last night,because i wate to learn cooking ,but in English major,i seldom have time to do what i like.I have dream that one day i could make delicious cake .It must be very interesting to play with flour ,chocolate,candy and colorful cream.I always imange that i am working in a bright kitchen,with many kinds of cakes which are made by myself around me.All of them smelt good ,looked beautiful,taste perfect.But i know clearly that i am just living in fantasty.But msybr not,who knows what will happen tomorrow.
So ,i prefer stay in the major,go on with my English studying.There are only two weeks before the Intensive Reading examnation,there are so many passages waiting for me to recide.It's time to pay all my attention on learning them by heart.
I found people always show the good side of them to others,just as i did before.But i changed my way of doing things now,i think we should not show our proud in frond of others,you can learn many things from others in this way,because no one woule like to teach anything to a person who never concentrate on what others are saying.Hang your head when you do something wrong ,nod and smile to the one who get successed,never be too mean to congretulate to people around you for their success.

I did not slept well last night.I was asked to pass a message to others,and i made a mistake on the name of the major with which we would like to hole a party with.At the same time ,i realized that i wa not so important as i considered before,just a ordinery student any others .I thought much all through the night.Actually,i have no right to look down up on anyone ,maybe its just the oposite,i must learn to others .Different person is good at different things,we are king in our own worlds.

I had the Intensive Reading class this morning,and i learnt a new sentence:Failure is the mother of success.We must try to learn something from the failure,but not let begone be begone.I must admit that i am not patient to others.Take the thing happened just now for example,linhuan asked my opinion about the party we will hole on Friday,but i am in a hurry to the net bar ,so,the bad side of my character was found.Ihave not taken the responsionablity of my job.

I know that Lisa is good-temper,and she is responsiable,time is unlimited to her,because she could always make good use of it.Ellen has a good relationship,because she is always so kind to others and patient.Lucy is careful with all the things she do,she could also control herself freely.

MY OLD FRIENDS

I received a short messege just now,and it is from one of my best friend chen,she asked me to tell ning her best wishes in my letter to her.My tear rised up suddenly,a strong emotion hit me.
After so many years ,we are still friends,we have qurrelled ,cried together,laughed toghther.I did not let my tears roll down,because i was laughed by her after told her my feeling.She said my discription of our relation was so emotional,like written by a professional writter.
Still ,I know she could understand what I was saying,because we are friends,always.I would never feel lonely.

Why others' blogs are so interesting ,but mine is so poor.It's just a beginning.I have made up my mind about how to spend the weekend .Here is my plan.
First ,finish all those notes this night,finish the Great Expectation,and write the summary.
Teh nexting morning ,preview the Lesson10,and finish the notes.Write my blog at noon.Reside two paragraphs after lunch.

Two days no write blogs.Maybe I lost the fight with laziness.There have been so many things during these two days.The first one ,I had a P.E examnation on Thursday,but Ihaven't past it .I think I must look like a fulish on the playgrand,I am not good at play basketball at all.
The second one ,I saw the CCTV English compertention ,and had no other feeling except admiring.
I don't know why , my head spun now ,and do't want to say another word .I need some time to think carefully about all the things ,they are so comlex.

I went shopping this morning,and walked around the street for several hours,but I got no happiness.I spent 100yuan on two terrible clothes.From this thing,I can make a conclusion that it's not suitable for me to go shopping together with others,or I would feel confused and not knowing which one is better for me,because other's opinion could infect mine eaisily.
I feel pity for my money,100yuan is a large amount of money for me ,so I feel unpleased.I must seek for a mothed to cheer myself up.
Maybe I should think about this thing in this way:It's not a bad thing for me to have an unpleasant experiensise ,at lest I will make less mistakes like this from today on .No one would do right things all the time,and Iam an ordinery girl,it's natural for me to make commen mistakes.What's more,the money I wasted was not so much,and the clothes I bought were not so bad.
I am feeling better!
I have lost two computer classes,and I am still having much notes to record,so ,I mustn't wast time in thinking about such things,time is the dearest thing!

湖水是你的眼神 梦想满天星辰
心情是一个传说 亘古不变的等候
成长是一扇树叶的门 童年有一群亲爱的人
春天是一段路程 沧海桑田的拥有
那些我爱的人
那些离逝的风
那些永远的誓言一遍一遍
那些爱我的人
那些沉淀的泪
那些永远的誓言一遍一遍
我们都曾有过一张天真而忧伤的脸
手握阳光我们望着遥远
轻轻的一天天 一年又一年
长大间我们是否还会再唱起心愿

湖水是你的眼神 梦想满天星辰
心情是一个传说 亘古不变的等候
成长是一扇树叶的门 童年有一群亲爱的人
春天是一段路程 沧海桑田的拥有
那些我爱的人
那些离逝的风
那些永远的誓言一遍一遍
那些爱我的人
那些沉淀的泪
那些永远的誓言一遍一遍
我们都曾有过一张天真而忧伤的脸
手握阳光我们望着遥远
轻轻的一天天 一年又一年
长大间我们是否还会再唱起心愿

I did not slept well last night,but I do't know the exact reason.I learnt a new song while I was trying to fall asleep,its not a bad thing to lose some sleep in this way.
I though through the whole night,I thought of my old friends,my relations,my form classmates,
and many other people who have appeared in my life.Some of them are still are still around me ,but some are not,I think if I have a chance to meet my lost friends again,my tears would role down.thinkig about this ,I cannot force myself calm down.
It's strange ,one's emotion can break out whenever ,even you have not prepared well to wellcome it.
Let begone be begone!
Hening is going to have the examnation ,through which to be allowed to enter a university,I hope she has a good result.
It's necessary for me to grasp every chance to practise my English,because I found I'm lack in the ability of speaking and writing .I belive that everyone has much more enegy than you expect.Don't become the failour of youself!

不知道是谁说过,如果你笑,那么,整个世界同你一起笑;如果你哭,那么你独自哭.
说的也不无道理.我不是个愤世疾俗的人,我的意思是说大家都一样,都愿意把勺子伸到甜汤碗里而不是药碗里.所以,以你的笑容示人要比皱眉头讨人喜欢许多.实际上,仔细想一想,没有什么大不了的事情值得我们大动干戈的去生气去郁闷的.人嘛,就应该活的有耐心一点.

A hot day today,and an unpleasent day,maybe it's because of the high temperature.Everyone seems that tired don't want to say a word.We discussed the shooting accident which happened in Virginia in the class,I did not show my opinion in front of others,but I thought about it in my heart.Ms.Zhang said that our young have so much psycologycal problems today,and we do.We have so much free time now,and most of us spend most of our time in studing,I cannot find a more boring thing than that.So in order to avoid spirital disease,we have to seek for other things to do except reading novels,making telephones,ect.
In my opinion,its not a bad idea to learning a song in my spear time, I must think it over carefully whether to by a mp3.I like meizu best,but its hard for me to afford it.Iwill make a decision this weekend.There will be the Super Class tonight,I hope it is worth of my two hours,maybe more.
Whatever you do,you are becoming better and better everyday!Come on!

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The sun is shinning in the sky.What a happy happy weekend!Maybe there will be a new life from this day on,no why.Last night,I stayed up late,I had so much energy!
There is an English novel waiting for me to finish.
No more!
Good luck!