Sunday

It is Sunday today.

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I have made a decision to join a competetion about planning about your future job last night,but ia have no idea about how to do it,i know i can not give up it easily,it is the first time i made up my mind to so something meaningful.If it is as easy as i have thought before ,and everyone can do it,it would not worth my hard working.I was asked to hand it up before this Sunday,and there are still four and a half days left,i plan to divide them into three parts.
From now on till tomorrow noon,it is the time for asking how to so the job,and at the same time,make up a general outline of my blueprint.
The next one and a half days will be used to make my detail plan,i'd better finish it as soon as possible.
The last day will be used for asking for advise,and change part of it.
I want to do a good job,so i must try my best.

We had a discussion this morning,in fact ,i have prepared for it ,but the result is ,i have not said a word in class.The topic is the disadvantage and advantage of globlization.I have thought of several reasons to support my opinion,and wrote the detail sentenses ,i knew i have prepared for it very well,but why i have not confendent enough to stand up,and state my opinion?I always do such things,i am always warrying about the result before doing something.Someone have said that,the best way to get successed is to raise the rate of your making mistake.I understand it as if you have never lost face,you will never get succcessed.
In order to lose less faced in the front of colleges,i prefer to become brave today.I found ,if i were free,and not knowing what should i do in this minite,i would feel bored in the next minite too.If i know clearly what to do today,i would be busy in working in the next day.Day after day, year after year,the result might have been decised in a second years ago.
To be brave ,please.Don't pay attention to others ,just pay attention to yourself,because you are the most important.Your attitude to yourself decide your impression to others.

I am not very glad last night.I told my sadness to Ding ,i thought he would give me some advise,at least some words to make me feel better,but the result was just the opsite,his wors made me feel worse.After asking some question about my plan to the future,after realizing that my future was not bright,he finished our talking with:Try your best to study ,it's time for me to sleep.
I know it's my mistake to regard him as a good friend.I should depend on no one else.After watching so many soap opera .I have a conclusion that the one who is working hard is attractive .In oposite ,we are all tired of people who are always wasting on useless things.
In order to be outstanding,one must do things other commen ones could not do.No one likes to be lonely,but we have to be alone on the way to success.It is not bad to read more,think more ,talk less and phone less.

I had passed my examination on basketball!
Not a bad day today.There is a rain in the afternoon,not very big,but lasted for a long time.We will have a party tomorrow night ,together with another class,actually,I am not feeling very good about this thing .Maybe Debie is right,i don't like to play with unfamiliar pepole.But it is not bad to play with others.Just think that no one is noticing you,do what you like.
It is Children's Day tomorrow.I wonder what present my brother will get from our brother-in -law,he always buy him gifts ,but never sent me any,it is not equal to me.I think if i buy presents for my husband's family,i wiill not miss anyone of them.Money would never be so important as relative and friends.
How time flies!Another week will be past.I have not done anything important in this week.Is it a wasting of time ?I don't know.I said something in English to one of those strangers in my QQ,and he or she wanted to talk with me in Chinese,but i refused.I regret now.Maybe it a good chance to make a new friend,i will talk with him or her last time,still in English!

It is raining outside.What a horror feeling .I don't know how to deal with myself,and not knowing what's wrong with myself either.Feeling bored all the time,knowing clearly what is should be done but have no energy do any of them.What a bad feeling.
My P.E examination will be delayed because of the rain,and i had just had a task about phylosophy,it had proved to me that i am having a bad mood.I want to know the method of cheer myself up badly,but i know clearly in my heart that no one would help me except myself.
The God always help the ones who help themselves.
I will have a free day tomorrow.Someone said that it's impossible for a busy man to make friends with a person who has nothing to everyday.I think i blong to the second kind person in nowadays.I am not feeling satisfied with my current situation.I want to change but don't know how,i need suggestion from others,but don't know from whom.
There is no time for worrying about the mood,there is only little tiome left for reviewing begfore the final examination.
In fact , if you think it carefully,the world is not so bad as you thought before.At least,i have enough money in my pocket to by whatever i like,for example a piece of sweet chocolate;i have seceral to play with,or joke on;i have enough chances to learn or to do whatever i like;i believe i will own whatever i would like tohave one day.
Please be patient!